I’ve got that weird pressure thingy feeling, great thing is that I can now get rid of it by cuddling/walking my dog instead of cutting.. I’ve only harmed myself twice this year :D
Did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean its always trying to keep you alive. That’s all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It’s time you start loving your body back.
It’s happening again. I can feel the sadness in my body. My stomach hurts, my chest hurts. My whole body is tense, and that’s just because I’m sad. The only way to get rid of it is by cutting, but my parents are upstairs.
The reason I’m this sad bc I was thinking of an old friend. We were really close. Every one thought we were dating and I kind of wanted us to. He left last year without saying a thing. He started to talk to my one of my friends a few months ago, and said he wanted to catch up. but only her, bc he didn’t like the rest of us.
I don’t know why this hurts, it has been two years.