Reality is a prison
So, this is my blog.
It's a way of coping.
This is all about my depression and things I can relate to.
So, yeah.
Trigger warning.
I'm not pro anything.
You can always ask my anything, if you want to know something, want advise or whatever.
I'm here
I wrote something :$ I don’t know why, it’s not good, I just thought about love and stuff and this is what came out.

I’ve got that weird pressure thingy feeling, great thing is that I can now get rid of it by cuddling/walking my dog instead of cutting.. I’ve only harmed myself twice this year :D


Did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean its always trying to keep you alive. That’s all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It’s time you start loving your body back.






“What Schizophrenia Sounds Like”

For the last couple of weeks I have been looking up information about the mental illness, schizophrenia for a research project for my psychology class. During my research I found an interesting project that some scientists had put together called, “What Schizophrenia Sounds Like.” After interviewing many people with this illness the scientists compiled a short clip of what a schizophrenic might hear during an episode, or just day to day.

use earphones. this is mind-blowing.

honestly one of the most terrifying things I have ever listened to

this is almost exactly what it sounds like

fucking hell this nearly had me in tears, genuinely one of the most petrifying things i’ve ever listened to

Seriously, does it work like this? Can someone please explain how that works with your brain and shit? 

(Source: talksoflove)

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"that’s a good opportunity to get drunk"

me  (via vaginaloren)

(Source: variationofscene)


I wish I wasn’t so annoying like I even piss myself off

(Source: outraged)

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this kinda was a free write. its called hummingbird. 



think about what your dog would say to you if he knew how much you hated yourself

this just changed my life

Reblogged from uncoveredbylove, Posted by uncoveredbylove.
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It’s happening again. I can feel the sadness in my body. My stomach hurts, my chest hurts. My whole body is tense, and that’s just because I’m sad. The only way to get rid of it is by cutting, but my parents are upstairs.

The reason I’m this sad bc I was thinking of an old friend. We were really close. Every one thought we were dating and I kind of wanted us to. He left last year without saying a thing. He started to talk to my one of my friends a few months ago, and said he wanted to catch up. but only her, bc he didn’t like the rest of us. 

I don’t know why this hurts, it has been two years.