It’s happening again. I can feel the sadness in my body. My stomach hurts, my chest hurts. My whole body is tense, and that’s just because I’m sad. The only way to get rid of it is by cutting, but my parents are upstairs.
The reason I’m this sad bc I was thinking of an old friend. We were really close. Every one thought we were dating and I kind of wanted us to. He left last year without saying a thing. He started to talk to my one of my friends a few months ago, and said he wanted to catch up. but only her, bc he didn’t like the rest of us.
I don’t know why this hurts, it has been two years.