Dallarivas (RL friend) please don’t read, or tell anyone or whatever. You were never mend to find this blog :s I just need this out of my system. Don’t judge me!

So I have been thinking about being bicurious for quite a whille. I believe that everyone would have been bi if it wasn’t for the way we are raised. Anyways, I realized I’m in love with a (female) friend of mine. We’ve always been very cheeky, holding hands, kissing each other on the cheek and stuff. We always end up on our (male) friend’s bed together, cuddling and stuff.. And he asked if we had ever kissed each other on the lips and we both said no, and a week later (yesterday) we did. Twice. And the third time, she poked out her tong, and sorta licked my lips idk. I just don’t know what to think of this. The second time we kissed, our friend simply smiled at us and I’m confused. I don’t know what to think of this anymore..


I’m just really nervous about posting this, since my RL friend will read this anyways and I don’t know what she’ll think.. I just.. Needed to talk about this idk! :s Shit
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So this guy saw a cut on my arm and asked what it was, and asked if I had done it myself… I said it was a scratch from a rabbit on my work (I work at a pet shop) My friend, who knows about my self harm, started about how her rabbit also scratches her a lot, and how much that can hurt sometimes. I don’t know if she even realized I lied or.. Anyways, she helped me, on purpose or not. It was quite a scary moment, no one had ever said anything about my scars.

i-judge-myself:

Why am I proud of my scars?

i would rather bleed than cry…..